New Calling here in Berlin

There is so much to tell about this trip, so much I could write a book. When praying about coming on this trip I thought God's purpose was for me to come and serve others in using my gifts that he has blessed me with. I was so wrong in the fact that I haven't changed other people I have been changed. God has had some revelations to me over this mission trip and I thank him for all the blessings he gives me. I am going to be bold and confess I was confused and lost when coming on this trip. God has revealed to me that you should not have fear and step out in boldness. I have had a calling to ministry before coming on this trip, but in fear turned my back on God and myself. I have had some great time with God on this trip and has really given me peace about going into ministry now. I have no idea what it looks like, but I know God will bless me where ever I am suppose to be. I ask that you pray for me as I am entering this transition and that I will be bold and answer God's call.